This morning awake early because I'm going to mum's office helping her and sis.
Sorry to TSJ sisters I can't go sunway with you guys today. Sad. :(
Super boring at my mum's office and of cause every seconds, every minutes
I was holding my phone and wishing the ringtone will ring. :) I miss him.
Very miss him. Super him. Fine, I know he wont do the samething I had did
to him. :( Haih, boy.. What can I do to make you love me? :(
I told my mum I found a studio and I'm going to learn hip hop and jazz with
my tuition's bestie but she answer me :"Tell your dad please." :(
So I told my dad " DAD, I found a studio and I'm going to learn dance
at there." You know what he said? He said:"Dance for what?! You still young!
and your studies is still not good at all!!!" :'(
I posted my feeling on facebook. I felt better and warmer after that.
Thanks to all of you who leave comments at there. Almost cry and touched. :')
Well, erm.... May I type my real feeling at here? Thanks.
Dad, sometimes I think you are very selfish. Why I had this feeling on you?
Because.....................................................................................................................
1.) Every time we go for our dinner you will ask us:"Where to eat tonight?"
What we suggest you also tell us:"NO, those food are unhealthy and easy
to make people sick.We go to steamboat la." What I can say is " Steamboat
healthy?? 0.0"
2.) Our decision is wrong in your eyes only your decision is the BEST.
3.) What I had promise you, I must achieve. When I can't achieve what I had
promise you, you will scold and not giving any encourage. *I dislike it*
What you had promise me, you wont do it. Just like you had promise me you will
buy a Laptop to me after PMR but now? Did I get anything? NO.
4.) You always block my way(dream)! This not good! That is bad! :(
Why can't you say:" Kid, I'm pround of you have a wonderful dream. "
Haih..... I really don't know what can I say.. :'(
Dad, I'm not blaming you.. :( Maybe you not understand me but I hope you
can try understand me and get what I really want from you. I want your encourage,
want your support. Yes, you had promise let me learn dancing after PMR. I really
cannot accept what you told me today! You can't achieve what you
had promise me. So do you know what mean PROMISE? :'( haih..............................
You brake my heart.. My heart is bleeding!!! ): ): )': D':
At the same time, I knew you are moodless these few weeks so I didn't ask you
about my laptop. The cake I bake for you on your birthday have 2 love shape.
I know I less show my love for you but I hope the loves on the cake shown you
the love from me to you. Fine, I think you never think about why the surface of
the cake has 2 love shape. haih..... speechless.................
You said I'm not good on studies but I really do my best on PMR already. :(
*Almost cry while typing this.. I can feel my heart bleeding*